Saturday, 25 December 2010


I want things that don't exist. My ideals are all wrong.
I want to fit into you. I haven't cared in so long.
I am only high maintenance in that I need to be adored.
I need to be adored.

Wednesday, 22 December 2010


Lets pretend I am as unaffected as these fields I'm pacing,
And lets pretend the rain is the only thing falling fast.
I'm busy with this wall I'm at war with,
And it looks like I'm coming in last.
And I spend my time wrestling with bricks.
You constantly teasing from the other side.
But I don't know what will happen if I get there,
Everything new gets old.
The ideas I have of what this consists of...
They are all wrong.
And they are throwing me off course.
Its all or nothing,
All or nothing.
Is there no middle?
Can we just pretend I am as unaffected as these fields I'm pacing...
There must be an answer somewhere.

Photography: Muzi.