Not only did I not write this for you, but I wrote it for myself. I figured it was about time I started thinking for myself. You can spend your whole life trying to please other people, until you realise the only person who has to live with those decisions, those choices, compromises and sacrifices is yourself. So this is the beginning of the end, or the end of the beginning. This is where it starts.
Saturday, 25 December 2010
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I want things that don't exist. My ideals are all wrong. I want to fit into you. I haven't cared in so long. I am only high maintenance in that I need to be adored. I need to be adored.
just because you haven't found them yet doesn't mean they don't exist. nothing is "all" wrong, everything is at least half left. You fit me perfectly. The adoration you feel you need, will only satisfy when you learn to be it. I adore you anyhow. xxo Merry Christmas
Need to be adored Need self to allow self to feel adored many can tell you although telling you is not you feeling it yourself many can guide you although guiding you is not you believing it yourself . everyone is beautiful,though know it ,feel it ,believe it ,becomes a high maintenance. To just fit into their life ,thing really is do they actually hear you ,for them to fit in your life . many times no . As they want you to believe how you already fit in their life when they are not hearing you from the start .
It's not many you are feeling it becomes the one that flows within your very own breath it is not easy to move on as most actually do some still feel that lingering flow within That Flow of Actually Love that many mistaken replace Quickly
I love reading your posts ,they seem to be filled with such magick,that can feel it within ,The images are viewed with much beauty ,Keep posting ,many Lover stopping by .
personal note No one can hurt You Unless you allow
True Love is not simple Words ,like No one will ever love you like I did ,then they walk away ,towards another .
True Love is not Written in a Poem to be left unspoken ,never faced with Reality .
To what I've seen Some Do not even know True Love They will argue the point ,they do No ,they are still searching within themselves .
Leaving My Heart with Words here today . Now it shall forever be me speaking the Truth to ,your Soul . You shall never be Loved ,Like I will always Trust and Believed . I Loved You Yes used word Loved . As now I finial Know That I am Set Free of this Bind that connected each other together .
My Heart is Free and believe me ,This is so Refreshing to have this Experience ,it is like ,each Heart beat Holds some amazing Sound as it beats within you ,that is really for first time . Becomes "Alive"
Happy New Year May the Life ,Open up something new ,that will bring much Beauty to your World . Be the Magick in 2011 Be the Beauty in 2011 Be Yourself in 2011 Open your Heart ,Love You There becomes a Beauty and Magick ,breathing amazing Love in just being Who you are .
just because you haven't found them yet doesn't mean they don't exist.
ReplyDeletenothing is "all" wrong, everything is at least half left.
You fit me perfectly.
The adoration you feel you need, will only satisfy when you learn to be it.
I adore you anyhow. xxo Merry Christmas
you'll find someone.
ReplyDeleteby the way, no apostrophe in things.
this describes me so wonderfully. what do we have if we don't have that person's love?
ReplyDeletehappy christmas, if you celebrate.
Need to be adored
ReplyDeleteNeed self to allow self to feel adored
many can tell you although telling you is not you feeling it yourself
many can guide you although guiding you is not you believing it yourself .
everyone is beautiful,though know it ,feel it ,believe it ,becomes a high maintenance.
To just fit into their life ,thing really is do they actually hear you ,for them to fit in your life .
many times no .
As they want you to believe how you already fit in their life when they are not hearing you from the start .
It's not many you are feeling
ReplyDeleteit becomes the one that flows within your very own breath
it is not easy to move on
as most actually do
some still feel that lingering flow within
That Flow of Actually Love that many mistaken replace Quickly
i know this.
ReplyDeleteeverything you write speaks so deeply to me.
xox
I love reading your posts ,they seem to be filled with such magick,that can feel it within ,The images are viewed with much beauty ,Keep posting ,many Lover stopping by .
ReplyDeletepersonal note
No one can hurt You
Unless you allow
True Love is not simple Words ,like No one will ever love you like I did ,then they walk away ,towards another .
True Love is not Written in a Poem to be left unspoken ,never faced with Reality .
To what I've seen
Some Do not even know True Love
They will argue the point ,they do
No ,they are still searching within themselves .
Leaving My Heart with Words here today .
Now it shall forever be me speaking the Truth to ,your Soul .
You shall never be Loved ,Like I will always Trust and Believed .
I Loved You
Yes used word Loved .
As now I finial Know That I am Set Free of this Bind that connected each other together .
My Heart is Free and believe me ,This is so Refreshing to have this Experience ,it is like ,each Heart beat
Holds some amazing Sound as it beats within you ,that is really for first time .
Becomes "Alive"
Happy New Year
May the Life ,Open up something new ,that will bring much Beauty to your World .
Be the Magick in 2011
Be the Beauty in 2011
Be Yourself in 2011
Open your Heart ,Love You
There becomes a Beauty and Magick ,breathing amazing Love in just being Who you are .
http://soulwanderingsoul.blogspot.com/
How empty of me
ReplyDeleteto be so full of you.
your posts are always filled with such raw emotion. i really love this one.
ReplyDeleteposted at 11:11 too ;)