Saturday, 25 December 2010


I want things that don't exist. My ideals are all wrong.
I want to fit into you. I haven't cared in so long.
I am only high maintenance in that I need to be adored.
I need to be adored.


  1. just because you haven't found them yet doesn't mean they don't exist.
    nothing is "all" wrong, everything is at least half left.
    You fit me perfectly.
    The adoration you feel you need, will only satisfy when you learn to be it.
    I adore you anyhow. xxo Merry Christmas

  2. you'll find someone.

    by the way, no apostrophe in things.

  3. this describes me so wonderfully. what do we have if we don't have that person's love?
    happy christmas, if you celebrate.

  4. Need to be adored
    Need self to allow self to feel adored
    many can tell you although telling you is not you feeling it yourself
    many can guide you although guiding you is not you believing it yourself .
    everyone is beautiful,though know it ,feel it ,believe it ,becomes a high maintenance.
    To just fit into their life ,thing really is do they actually hear you ,for them to fit in your life .
    many times no .
    As they want you to believe how you already fit in their life when they are not hearing you from the start .

  5. It's not many you are feeling
    it becomes the one that flows within your very own breath
    it is not easy to move on
    as most actually do
    some still feel that lingering flow within
    That Flow of Actually Love that many mistaken replace Quickly

  6. i know this.

    everything you write speaks so deeply to me.

  7. I love reading your posts ,they seem to be filled with such magick,that can feel it within ,The images are viewed with much beauty ,Keep posting ,many Lover stopping by .

    personal note
    No one can hurt You
    Unless you allow

    True Love is not simple Words ,like No one will ever love you like I did ,then they walk away ,towards another .

    True Love is not Written in a Poem to be left unspoken ,never faced with Reality .

    To what I've seen
    Some Do not even know True Love
    They will argue the point ,they do
    No ,they are still searching within themselves .

    Leaving My Heart with Words here today .
    Now it shall forever be me speaking the Truth to ,your Soul .
    You shall never be Loved ,Like I will always Trust and Believed .
    I Loved You
    Yes used word Loved .
    As now I finial Know That I am Set Free of this Bind that connected each other together .

    My Heart is Free and believe me ,This is so Refreshing to have this Experience ,it is like ,each Heart beat
    Holds some amazing Sound as it beats within you ,that is really for first time .
    Becomes "Alive"

    Happy New Year
    May the Life ,Open up something new ,that will bring much Beauty to your World .
    Be the Magick in 2011
    Be the Beauty in 2011
    Be Yourself in 2011
    Open your Heart ,Love You
    There becomes a Beauty and Magick ,breathing amazing Love in just being Who you are .

  8. How empty of me
    to be so full of you.

  9. your posts are always filled with such raw emotion. i really love this one.

    posted at 11:11 too ;)