Not only did I not write this for you, but I wrote it for myself. I figured it was about time I started thinking for myself. You can spend your whole life trying to please other people, until you realise the only person who has to live with those decisions, those choices, compromises and sacrifices is yourself. So this is the beginning of the end, or the end of the beginning. This is where it starts.
Saturday, 23 October 2010
Who Wins?
And when the devil loses, on those rare occasions, I think it might feel even worse than when he wins. At least when he wins, you got what you wanted too. When he loses, you just got what you think, what you thought you deserved. Maybe you are supposed to let the devil win. This battle is so tiring, so pointless, when all I want is to give in.
Photography: Muzi.
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You know?, is not always about evils or heavens, life is a flux, follow it, swim in it, maybe you should give in. Maybe you are kinda evil after all. How are the people you use to be close to? are they good, bad ... ? well, I think that is very accurated of what we are, if you feel good, then .. what is the problem?
ReplyDeleteHope I helped Anon.
Have a nice day.
good is all subjective anyway
ReplyDeleteSomeone wise once said the only person who has to live with the choices, compromises and the sacrifices is yourself :-) So whether it be the devil or not your truth and your desired outcome is perhaps all that matters in that moment? Sometimes, as you say, its too tiring ro fight all the time, especially if you are fighting yourself.
ReplyDeleteThanks for this post - so intense and beautifully written. I share your feelings!
what i love about this most is that it is for you.
ReplyDeletesometimes we have to put ourselves first.
i love both the picture and the text, it's great, tonight i'm gonna think about it, thanks for passing and commenting,
ReplyDeletexo
Ah, what is loss anyway?
ReplyDeleteThis world is all so temperate.
There's nothing certain, there's nothing solid.
Sometimes I wish there was.
x
Does anyone ever really win?
ReplyDeleteAt the end of the day we all win, the reason and answer just takes time to reveal itself.
ReplyDeletei think, the most ironic part of the whole thing, is that we never get what we want.
ReplyDeletenever.
xox